why is it that you can cope with tons of pain and heaps of problems but colds and flu can knock you on your ass faster than anything. I have been in agony for months but I really really want to die now…… erg, I can barely type because I feel so bad.

I am also sure they dont want to know about it or any of the icky details b) my latest idea for paintings is very very intimate…. My parents did not raise me as a prude, I am certainly NOT a prude as pretty much anyone who has ever met me will attest to vehemently, but I still cant seem to get past this with them. It goes both ways, I dont want to know anything about them and their sex lives either, but it seems like there is a huge part of my life that they dont even know about.