Archive for January, 2008

30
Jan

Germaine Greer Attacks Women Artists

Turmoil - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas

Turmoil - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

Why does Jenny Saville deconstruct her own body? Why can’t she use someone else’s? There is a possible answer, which is that the use of the nude is necessarily exploitative, and therefore a female artist who needs to use a body has no option but to use her own, but surely it can be no more than a sophistry. Why does a female artist need to use flesh in the first place?

The feminist art historian can no more ask these questions than she can ask why most women’s art is no good. Her duty is to cry up women’s work, to see it as reactive and transgressive, as dislocating tradition indeed, when the painterly tradition is always being jolted and set off on contradictory tangents, more often and more fundamentally by men than by women. The woman who displays her own body as her artwork seems to me to be travelling in the tracks of an outworn tradition that spirals downward and inward to nothingness.…Read More

Germaine Greer is someone for whom I used to have respect. Having read this article I can now say that is no longer so. This article is not only narrow minded it is also woefully ignorant of art history, art practice and any form of understanding of the artist’s mind. She abandons her previous ideals of feminism to attack all female art and the exploration that many of us undertake to discover our selves and our connections with our own bodies. This from a woman recently voted FHM’s woman of the year who has posed nude or scantily clad on a number of occasions.

There are several points to make refuting these arguments, points which didn’t even seem to be considered when writing this article. I am actually so angry that I am going to have to put them in different posts - just so I can clear the steam from my eyes.

Women are neither the first, nor the only gender to explore their selves through self portraits and nude poses. From the idealized portraits of Albrecht Durer to the self indulgent photographs of Mappelthorpe, I believe male artists still hold the majority on narcissism. I am not even going into archaeological works where male narcissism and idealism ran rampant. it has been only relatively recently that women artists have had the independence and the freedom to explore themselves in this way. Whether it’s to write a book about sexual liberation or paint a nude self portrait I think it’s a wonderful thing that women are finally finding themselves able to express themselves.

I suggest reading the comments at the bottom of the post for several fascinating discourses and rants.

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29
Jan

quips and quibbles quaint

Verso  - 18" x 18" Oils on Canvas

Verso - 18" x 18" Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

I’ve been wondering for a while about my little picture descriptions. I used to write little 1-2 line descriptions, almost like a little obscure story, a window into the piece. they were not poetic exactly but slightly lyrical in nature.

Time stalks us all, beauty is a fleeting moment - Statuesque is that moment preserved forever, perfect, captivating, sad.

Give into the yawning chasm beneath you, surrender yourself and slide into oblivion.

Elfin, ethereal, flowing, Silf is timeless beauty, sensual and strong but Solitary. She turns her back on the world and lives within her own.

The body is poetry, each line and curve a verse. Sometimes hard and unforgiving, sometimes flowing and golden, always unique.

Some are better than others.. I guess I’ve been wondering, are these wanky and posery or are they a little flash of insight? would I be better off creating descriptions or keeping in this theme of writing down what the images say in my head (a disturbing and strange place).

24
Jan

Makehuman

Makehuman

Makehuman

I am so excited, the new release of Makehuman is out. it’s still in Alpha pretty much but this program promises big things.

Dedalo-3d.com:

MakeHuman © is completely free, innovative and professional software for the modelling of 3-Dimensional characters. The features that make this software unique are the new Tetra-parametric GUI © components and the Natural Pose System ©, for advanced muscular simulation.
Using MakeHuman a photorealistic character can be modeled in less than 2 minutes; MakeHuman is released under an Open Source Licence, and is available for Windows, Mac OS X and Linux.

I use human modelling engines when I really want to play with a pose or lighting. Usually I use Poser because it’s the standard, but it runs like a dog and I find that it’s gravity is off. it seems to ascribe more to comic book and computer game females rather than real ones and the anatomy is quite different. well, it’s really non existent - it’s surface driven rather than anatomically driven - which means that all the changes occur on the basic skin level (including some massive splintering of the textures if you try a flexible range of motion). there are some very nice light filters and so on but I don’t think it justifies the cost, or the enormous time cost in running it.

Already with Makehuman there are notable changes- when you alter one body part everything else moves as well. so if an arm is lifted the breast changes shape. if a form is twisted the muscles underneath correspond. it’s really outstanding to see. the smart controls for age, sex and weight are also brilliant as the figure and fat/muscle placement changes depending on gender or age. it’s also faster by a long shot. and free. and mac compatible. it’s still being tested and there are some bobbles but it’s already impressed the socks off me.

23
Jan

Body Dysmorphic Disorder

It’s been a bizarre week, starting last week when I received a call from local news show today tonight. it seems they are doing a story on a condition I have and are interested in how I have used my artwork to help me through it. I have spent the entire week panicking, alternatively walking on air or terrified and depressed over the whole matter.

The interview was on Monday and I felt it went well but I still have a pervading sense of worry. The topic is Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Now, some of you are aware that I have this and some don’t know. it’s something I usually keep secret because it’s a fairly neurotic side of me that I want to keep hidden. well, it’s out there now! the funny thing is that it’s a condition that makes you want to hide away and now I’ve talked about it candidly in a very public forum. I couldn’t be more terrified. My mother will immediately come back telling me to stop being so dramatic and the only reason I feel fat is because I am fat.. I can hear her now. a lot of people won’t understand, they will think it’s all an attention grab or melodrama. I guess what I want to say in my my own private forum is that it is real, and it’s bloody awful to go through. Now I can hear some of you thinking, if she is so worried how come she let it out there? My confidence to do this came from knowing that my art will be shown on TV. while I was terrified but it was too good a career opportunity to pass up. I started out thinking about it in terms of my art and career but I think that this interview actually was good for me as well. it made me look hard at myself and my issues while trying to describe BDD. it also helped me look at my art a different way which is always good!

I will post here when the show airs.

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22
Jan

Blogging

Stretch - 12 x 10 Oils on Canvas

Stretch - 12 x 10 Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

Hey - I’ve been blogging for 3 years now! and I now have exactly the same number of comments as posts. well, it’s tipped now with this post but still! I’ve used several blogging platforms but WordPress.com is by far the simplest and best. I also think Akismet should be registered as an official saint.

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19
Jan

New Nude: Observation

Observation - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas

Observation - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

This piece came from a response to an email from a friend of mine. he suggested that a top down approach would be really interesting and I remembered that I had tried it a few times but always failed to get the right impression. I really think I tagged it here. it’s dark but has a sense of optimism to it it’s asking for acceptance. it was a real challenge to paint, the perspective and changing light making things difficult but I think there is a rightness and honesty to it that is very interesting. I am really enjoying seeing where these smaller pieces go. This was the piece that I started last week. it has not distinct top or bottom, the mood actually changes if you move it around which is kind of neat!

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17
Jan

Victimization

Reflection 24 x 36 Oils on Canvas

Reflection 24 x 36 Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

I read Hazel Dooney’s blog somewhat religiously, it’s inspiring to read the thoughts of such a successful young female artist - especially one I have quite a bit in common with. She recently wrote a fascinating post about victimization amongst female artists which really touched a chord in me.

At different times in my life, I have been a victim. I’m not talking about when I was young, when I didn’t have much control over my life. I’m talking about when I was older, when I realised I was allowing myself too often to be cast as one.

At first, I just didn’t know how not to be. I was naive so I was sometimes exploited. I didn’t always have guidance when I needed it most. When I was in my early teens, I was groomed by predatory, older males, including one of my school teachers. By the time I was in my early twenties, it was a habit formed not just by experience and a lack of knowledge and self-awareness but also an insidious, almost Pavlovian process of response and reward. That is to say, I was rewarded for being a victim.
Stand Up, Artist

I have been frequently cast as a victim. sometimes I’ve let others do it, but I think the worst is when I cast myself in the role. being a victim is easy- a surrender, a way of giving up. and lately I’ve been pretty close to doing that. it’s a way to step back and not take ownership for your life, your mistakes or your problems. it’s a way to not deal - like hiding under the covers. and sometimes I want to do that so much! but apathy is just a slow death, one filled with regrets. Other times I’ve let other people lead me, accepting their word and their realities rather than my own. taking their validation as gospel and letting them make the tough choices or to take the actions. and when they thought of me as their victim, I became their victim and allowed them the keys to hurt me.

some wierdo posted a long rambly comment at the end of Hazel’s post - Probably could have written more too, but I realized when I saw the final length that I really should have put it here instead.

I think it’s very easy to surrender to being a victim. it’s harder to rise above it all and gain strength from it. sometimes it seems that the best thing in the world to do would be to just give in, to play upon the nature of our sex and to allow others to take charge over us. we do it by seeking approval, letting our choices and our voices be lost. it’s something that I have to remain vigilant against - it’s just too easy to let go.

I think it’s especially easy for artists, we put our lives out there, our traumas and our deepest secrets and it’s so easy to want to use that. after all, it’s a great way to work through issues but it can segue into putting those issues out there for the highest bidder and gaining validation that way - rather than through the accomplishment of the work itself.

some people say that I’m a control freak - and I’m sure they say that to you as well, but there is nothing wrong with owning your own life, your decisions and your actions - and even your pains and traumas and issues. I wish I could remember that all the time, it’s something I need to work on.

And I stand by that still - I do need to work on it. and I will.

16
Jan

big things afoot..

Hiding  - 18" x 18" Oils on Canvas

Hiding - 18" x 18" Oils on Canvas by Jennie Rosenbaum

some big and strange things are happening that are very cool, and very bizarre. I think at times I can be afraid of success. I never knew what that meant before - I’ve always been ambitious and not afraid of hard work or the tough road (some might say ball busting… but usually not men in my hearing) but sometimes when everything is going well, I wait for the other shoe to drop. if something wildly surprising and new and exciting happens I am always afraid to share the news in case it’s all an enormous hoax, or a dream or fate playing a cruel cruel game. I don’t know if that is fear of success, completely neurotic or just plain old Pessimism. it seems sometimes that I get excited about some news only to have something leap up and bite me on the butt.

wish me luck! and I hope one day I will be confident enough to tell you all about my successes as they happen - not after the fact.

14
Jan

New Nude - Rosy

Rosy 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas

Rosy 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas by Jennie

This is a piece I completed just before the new year. It’s lighter than others I’ve created lately and I’m having fun playing with perspective. I think the title is pretty self evident - I think it’s funny that I seem to have gone from no nipples at all to making them rather.. prominent. I couldn’t make nipples work at one stage and gave up - I’m glad I’ve gotten past that, it makes a huge difference.

I’m really happy with the progress I’m making with these small sized pieces -I think they really have something now. it’s good to push everything aside and really work hard at my art- I’m working harder than ever and loving every minute.

11
Jan

phplist

Storm - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas

Storm - 12 x 12 Oils on Canvas by Jennie

Apparently what one should do when detoxing is to get stuck into web stuff. I decided to change hosts this year. my last one was ok, but I wanted a host that had more room/features and with a functioning help desk. I don’t need help a lot of the time. in fact, I rarely need it, but it’s nice to know it’s there, and that the support staff will actually get back to you.

I ended up going with 1&1. they have provided me with a plan that actually costs less, will host all my urls (at the cheapest registration prices I’ve ever seen) and will still allow me to do everything I want. I have more space, more mailboxes, more features and piece of mind. as soon as I realized that I could install phplist manually that was it. with my contract coming up at 123, I decided to take the plunge.

yeah.. great idea, except that phplist is a bitch to install. I’ve been working on it for days, with a brain that isn’t working quite right. it’s finally up and running again. I am going to be drafting a newsletter next week and testing the messaging before I send out my new newsletter format to everyone. if you want to give me a hand with testing please let me know - I need to send out formatted emails to different operating systems and mail programs.

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