I was in therapy before the accident for this precise reason and didn’t really grok it until I had the forced time to reflect.Because of my drive in the corporate world I neglected everything, my body, my health, and what I wanted…. I completely repressed my urge to paint and draw to the point where every time I started doodling at work I became overcome with depression and I stopped being able to see the colors and light the way I used to…. I might have had a breakdown by now (I was well on my way) and would never have rediscovered my art. So, while I am very over the pain and impairment, I think the differences this accident has wrought in me are mostly good.