I thought it might be a good idea to turn around some negative thoughts and start working through my Quandry to identify what I really want and how best to get it. I will do this over a few posts and I’d like to invite everyone to bear with me, some of it will probably be somewhat personal or a bit weird, I don’t want to censor myself if I am going to brainstorm, plus I think I need to own what I want and own who I am- that is the best way to achieve what I want.