Do you ever feel like you are on the edge of something important? like something is going to happen, something big? I feel like that at the moment. The problem is – I don’t know what! is it an evolution of my art? is it the next stage in my career? The problem is that I am excited but worried – what if I don’t or can’t do whatever it is I obviously need to do? what if this thing that is going to happen doesn’t because I am afraid, or too sore or something?
I feel like waiting is almost filled. It is an exciting and scary prospect. I hope I am ready for whatever it is!